HERSTORY.

My name is Rebecca Inès Perez. I am a survivor of incest, sibling sexual abuse, and severe physical and verbal abuse. My father, Joseph Charles Perez, the original predator was a pedophile who sexually abused me throughout my pre-teen years. He was the monster in my bed—both literally and figuratively. The wounds these men inflicted ran deep, but they do not define me. I am here to speak the truth, to reclaim my story, and to ensure that silence no longer protects those who harm.

I subconsciously uncovered this truth two years ago, when he passed away—just two weeks after I publicly announced I was going into music. The moment my voice awakened, so did the truth. My first song? City of Angels. A song about him. A message that poured out of me before I was ready to read it. It took me two years to fully understand—to grasp what my own lyrics were trying to tell me.

At first, I refused to believe it. Denial swallowed me whole. But as I went deeper into my own healing, the patterns began to surface. I re-read his book—the one he left behind before he died—and suddenly, the signs were everywhere. The symbols. The confessions. Hiding in plain sight.

In his book, & MA MÈRE (And My Mother), he describes in explicit detail how the Rabbis of his community in Morocco sexually abused him and the other boys in the neighborhood. He recalls how his classmates forced him into acts he was too young to understand. He wrote about it graphically, obsessively—as if his mind had never left those moments. My father was raised by monsters, surrounded by them, until the monster inside him took over.

Because when you do not heal, when you do not release, you become the predator. And the predator, in time, becomes the monster—the monster that invades everything about you.

Then he found my mother. A woman already broken. A woman whose own father had sexually abused her. A woman violated by priests in the churches of Romania. A woman who, unknowingly, was drawn to the predator—because it was the only love she had ever known.

(My mother who has never spoken to me in her life about her emotions, drew this photo after months of intense Kabbalah study, and sent it to me).

Two fractured souls.
Two cycles of trauma colliding.
And then, there was me.

And now, I understand why I was drawn to predators in my own love life. I, too, believed the illusion—that the ones who harm you are the ones who will keep you safe. Not anymore. I know now what it means to love myself fully. I have reclaimed my power from every single predator who ever tried to take it from me.

The ones who tried to dim my light by denying its worth. The ones who tried to frame me as the crazy one because I had emotions—valid emotions—for the experiences they put me through. I am stronger now. And where I am, where I am going? None of them can touch me.

I am here to break the cycle.

Incase you haven’t figured it out yet, GOSS is not just a magazine. It is a reclamation of truth.
It is the awakening of women—to their power, their voices, their divine rage. To feel, release and let go.
It is the final warning to the systems that have kept us silent. This is the NEW EARTH ORDER. 

Everything built on fear, abuse, and the theft of innocence to feed the monsters?
It is over now.

GOSS is just the beginning.

Next: THE X FILES – HER STORY
A documentary that will dissect the monsters in real time.

• My father, His book.
• BE, my book and memories.
• My brothers, the incest and the trauma they caused me.

The patterns. The cycles. The evidence.
No more secrets.
No more silence.
No more hiding in the dark.

Next: The Non-Profit That Will Dismantle the Monsters in Power

• CEOs, presidents, board members, religious leaders, musicians —anyone who built their power by preying on innocence will be removed.
• A global task force that will expose and dismantle predators hiding in plain sight.
• A world where they no longer hold the keys, because I will take them all back.

The patriarchy is dead. The world is coming alive. And we, women, are coming for everything.

This is not a warning. This is the prophecy.

I am not scared anymore. I am not hiding. I don’t walk alone.

I am guided by my maternal grandfather, Ion Penta, my paternal grandmother, Alice Maman, and my paternal grandfather, Albert Perez. And he, Joseph Charles Perez, are all part of my angel team now.

They are here to reclaim the truth, so that my lineage no longer suffers—so that we can claim our generational gifts and finally release the stories of trauma that have kept us stuck.

So that now, we can all heal, release, and finally BE the love the world needs—now more than ever.

PSA : If you have ever felt an unexplainable connection to me, it is most likely for one of two reasons: You are a predator seeking redemption, or you are a survivor of child abuse, searching for truth, healing, and liberation. To the predators: Your time of hiding is over. You will never escape the weight of what you’ve done. I see you, fully. To the survivors: You are not alone. Your pain is real. Your story matters. And your healing is yours to reclaim.

Wake up. Heal.

Or forever hold your peace.

R.I.P. – Rise In Power

Rebecca Inès Perez